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(1slit throat | burn your enemy) basically.... [08 May 2006|05:18pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | cage-big ol' cash party ]

(8slit throats | burn your enemy) NEEDLE TO THE THROAT [13 Dec 2005|07:55pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | a day a deathwish-no holding back ] well its final week and im putting of typing my 3rd paper today and then editing another music deal, to ask a question. should i pierce the back of my neck!! i cant decide if i want it or not. bantz said no because i could push out but i talked to the lady at the place and she says that shes done about 10 people and none pushed out. plus u can bend the bar like a staple so that it ancorhs better. soo yea idk i want it but idk. what else, oh im single now, idk how i feel about this, but who knows anything these days. i saw against me the other day it was neat. i saw a bunch of pros chillen at the bar from the FBM team so i talked to them. and i have a new mission in life to hae sex with the lead singer of the band the epoxies. they are so bad but somthing about her mesmorized me. hahahaha ill be home on friday i cant wait to see everyone. i have a ton of work to do for PUNKROCKVIDS.com go there im helping make music videos for some neat bands like DROPKICK MURPHYS, Catch 22 and Chiodos, with this kid marcosio its cool yea idk im beat with school and i have to edit now so im out peace peace.-xo

(burn your enemy) i have no life [07 Dec 2005|10:55am] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | against me! the acoustic album ] List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, they must be songs you are presently enjoying. Post these instructions in your Live Journal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to. 1] the entire against me! crime ep from 1999 2] i saw the sun over I-95 explode-as the sun sets 3] 11:59 anwsering the call-black cross 4] hurrican-bob dylan 5] same shade as concrete-circle takes the square 6] art is hard-cursive 7] i against i-jedi mind tricks

(2slit throats | burn your enemy) I've been running miles, davis [22 Nov 2005|06:46pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | as the sun sets ] OMG OMG OMG OM GOMGOKMGOMGOMGOMGMOGMOMGOGOMGMOMOGOMGOMGMOMOGMOGOMGOMGMOGMOGOMGOMGOMMOGOMGOMGMOGMOGMOGMOMOGMOGOMGMOGMOOMGMOMGOOMGOMGOMGOMOGOGOMGOMOGOMGOMGOMOGMOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGGOMGOJMGOMOGOMGOGMGOMGOOGMOMGOMGGOMGMGMOGOGOMGOMMOGOGOMGMOGMOOMGMOGMOGOMGOMGOMGMOOMGMOMOGOMGOMGMO Im coming home tommrow and this is amazing....... darek and others are on there way now to spend the night with me.. good times, all week will be fun seeing all my freinds and riding wit like bill and chaz and shit wow so much to do in such little time. oh and there will be a party or gathering at my house saturday call and it will be fun times-xo

(1slit throat | burn your enemy) Surgery with a chainsaw [31 Oct 2005|10:09am] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | circle takes the square ] So yes its been a lil while, but i have so much stuff that has happened. so i will summarize. -finaly started to film and edit skate videos and shit -kristin came and visted me -got a hotel room with a fucking jacuzzi -holloween parties=awsome -im scared of class selection -i love my freinds here -i miss my freinds from home -this school is kinda like highschool -i had to save terrances life on friday night (hahaha) thats all well i had to preform some surgery on my index finger, i had a pretty big blood blister that ripped off on my finger leaving it with a huge nasty hunk of shitty ass skin hanging off so i had to fix that shit. instructions on how to fix a finger -one pair of scissors -one tube of superglue -one tube of neospoirne -one knife -one band aid -lots of nakines to clean up your mess ups cut dead skin off, then wash, take knife and file skin on sides even wit the gash, clean blood off, now mix superglue and neosporine together and apply. cover and now ur done. hahahaa it worked for me. well im out to do somthing. -xo

(1slit throat | burn your enemy) Listen, the mighty Ear is hear [13 Oct 2005|04:17pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | Immortal Technic-dance with the devil ] Wow, all i can say is about last weekend. i never had so much fun im my life. friday night i went home and that was the best part i got to see my dog after her surgery, btw shes doing much better shes actually more perky now and happy. i didnt stay home for long 20 mins later i was at linden on my way to NYC. i got to Fordom University and after alot of screaming and a over done reuniting with my best girlfriend katie. the rest of the night was amazing going to bars and other such things. i wasted about 70 bucks that night that shit was expensive. the next day i was on my way to see kristian and my sister. i stayed wit kristian and wow that was another amazing night. she got me a few amazing gifts. we went out and hung out i passed out and such it was nice. then the next day and her went out and took pics all over the place. amazing blurr pics i hope got. we then were almost killed by the hells angles who just happened to cross our path while taking pics. then i got home that night and a bunch of kids came with me to a huka bar, then to my house around 1030 partied to like 430 everyone started to leave so me and darek went to white dimond, and figured out we had to do somthing crazy.......so i was like lets go to the beach. so we did. i got there and called everyone. it was sssssoooooooooooooooo godly. i got home around 7 i walked in as my dad walked out to work. the next night i went out the skatepark wit bill and brendon macann it was awsome i missed that kid. the next day i went to school and it was fun to see everyone again. yea what else im going to be stealing my bike soon cuz i suck at riding and it sucks-xo "one does not keep the carton after one has smoked the last ciggerette...." think about it Dr. Luaghlin

(1slit throat | burn your enemy) fucking spoons and shit [05 Oct 2005|10:07pm] [ mood | grateful ] [ music | The flamming lips-test flight ] So as i sit here in bobie lynns room, at her computer with bill and erin and jess a few minor things race throgh my subconisonce... -Alex grey is fucking amazing artist -Robert frank ownes ur face at photography -14 days till next pirate party -i have a lot of homework -oh yea I COME HOME FRIDAY!!!!!! well friday then i that night i go to fordom college to see people then saturday i come home and me andjustin goto UCONN to see Kristin andmy sister then i come back sunday and that night marie claire sleeps over then monday im free and tuesday im free too well im going to go ride and take pictures fo my photo classsssssssssss. anyoe care to join then message me i guess or somthing call thats prob better.-xo I'm sorry, so sorry, for not making sense I have been shot in the left side of my chest The dust in the air, that irritates my eyes, floats in the light that beams from the hole in my chest

(2slit throats | burn your enemy) Were all angels...... [02 Oct 2005|03:26pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | kid dynamite-36 seconds per frame ] Wow last night was.... well unexplainable. it was quiet shitty to start with me and bill chillen and watching a bunch of the Steve-o videos they are queit amazing. PCP Saved my Life has o be the funniest shit ever. then a bunch drunkard girls stumbled in and i hate drunk girls with a upmost passion when they cant handle it, its like why would u do that to your self then cry about how ur sick. i mean im good freinds wit the girls but common it was just annoying, because i was in a shitty mood and people just give aditude when there drunkand i hate that shit, fuck it wat ever i then got a call from my big bro to come to the party at his hieght. wow my night got so much better when i got to see a bunch of shitty freshman get amde fun of. some kid fell and completly destroyed the toliet liek it wasnt there anymore it shatterd and water was shooting into the air. hahaha then some 35 year old women showed up so i felt it my job to hit on them and so i did. but be compeltey honest i thought they were just older looking senoirs. lil did i know they were senoirs in other ways ahahah. then it was off to club mcshea.. taht was also a very intersting time due to the fact that mulitple people came up to me and kissed me because i was inf the pirate. This is due to the crazy pirate parties i have had in my room. then at 4 or so i called kristina and fell asleep on the phone wit her wat a wonderful way to end a shitty but then grand night. and Amber amde it through her surgery. they removed her tomur and eye stuff now shes home an resting i miss her so much i wanna see her so bad. well yea what else theres nothing more bye. -xo p.s. listen to Flight of the wounded locust by the locust it will change ur life, i mean it.

(burn your enemy) i like cookies [28 Sep 2005|06:53pm] [ mood | distressed ] [ music | blink 182-dude ranch ] i just got back from the Desales vs delware valley college soccor game, the only reason i really went is because justine was playing and i havent seen here in so fucking long. i went to the game game adn didnt relize how long those things really are. this game has 2, 45 minute halfs then just because they culd decide to go into double over time.... i was like fuck this and went to sleep after shooting 16 or so pictures of slide film. they should come out good the lighting was buetiful. back on topic though, it was amazing to see her but whne i had to say good bye it made me so sad.... i miss home and everyone pray Lady Amber Noel Infantino is going into surgery, this is my dog for u who dont know.... please keep her in ur prays..-xo

(3slit throats | burn your enemy) Ten minutes to downtown, is ten minutes too far [22 Sep 2005|08:18pm] [ mood | nostalgic ] [ music | get up kids- something to write home about ] Well to say that i have updated in a while would be a bit of a understatment but anyway, im in college now and its the best thing ever im not going to lie. Shit here has been the most amazing thing that ever happened to me. All i do is get up get food go to amazing classes then party at night with the coolest kids. I said it before i left "Im never coming home." and i ment it. I have relized that home was just filled with stupid bullshit from stupid people that jsut need to grow up but fuck it. to each there own. It is so peaceful here all it is 400 acres of rolling green hills and corn feilds. it sounds really boring and all but when u see a full moon here its so buetiful or when u stay up all night wit the right kids just talking about nothing and watch the sun come up, theres nothing to explain it. plus i get to play with 90,000 cameras so that makes it funnn too. when in college if i have learned anything its that high schools over leave the shit behind and that you drink for the stupid reasons. Tuesday if you didnt know it was National Talk Like A Pirate Day so me and about 15 other kids got the bright idea to get dressed up as a pirate and get drunk. in hindsight it was the stupidest reason to get drunk but fuck we had the best time in the world. eveyone started to go to bed at 330 but me and bill (basically my long lost brother here) were determind to finish the rest of the beer and liqure stayed up till 6 in the morining watching skate videos. amazing times. i wish i could put the pics up but i dont have alycia around anymore to do that so yea if somone wants to tell me how to then that would be nice. what else oh and i wanna put my photography class pics up i like them a lot. Aside from school work and hanging out i have started many side projects here, like daily trips the one of the worlds largest fucking salvation Army and buying pointless shit. this is where we purceshed our costums there. late night trips to burger king wit Bobie lynn and erin is like every night now. and my favortie is that i have finally started a band up here. well its not really a band its only me and bill but its awsome. were a grindcore band and we make all the music on the computer. were called A.S.S. bassically means Animal Seman Surprise (new album droppen soon) hahahaha well what else. I miss my Bicycle......A LOT. i need that shit to keep me sane. but thats not the only thing that i miss -i miss my friends sooooo much, all the kids i grew up wit and just being home driving around till 4 in the morning wit my bros. -i miss my mom, shes my best friend but i just miss messing around wit her like all the jokes and stupid shit we did shes awsome -i miss late night diner talks wit my nicole and justin. THERE ARE NO FUCKING DINERS HERE -i miss Mike and Rob the two kids i went through every thing together Guys i dont even know what to say -i miss JERSEY over all -xo p.s. "i would never want to live my life again, not that i have no regrets, it was just hard enough the first time" -Dr. loughlin

(2slit throats | burn your enemy) stab wounds and bullet holes [25 May 2005|08:40am] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | killcrushdestroy ] last weekend really helped me feel alot better about shit. this is what happened.......| friday: i worked to 915 after school then went home right quick and got changed and went to mikes gf house and got mofucking drunk. mike left at like 1130 me and adrea got dominos at 1200 and ate it she passed out on the couch so i decided to leave around 130. Saturday: woke up at like 830 in the morning and called justin to go pick up my new big screen tv for my basement that is whats up. we got that played pool to like 12. he went home cuz he was grounded. so i went and worked on elinore, and went to slayerville skatepark till 530 then my night began. 600 i went over marie-claires and steve and jp and others came over too we packed up and headed out to the GATES OF HELL. that shit was awsome ti was so cool. it was down pouring outside and lightingso it added some fear to it. we all forgot flash lights excpet a little dinky piece of crap one. it was creepy all around. as soon as u enter the fucking thing it goes pitch black its so intimadating. we walked down and got to the second chamber where it was too flooded to contunie so we turned back and of coarse i had to lead both times. it sucked because i got mad amounts of water and shit on me, oh yea there was a pile like pig intestents or some shit lying in a pool of blood, which was fucking awsoem but the blood was on the wall and it got on my fucking flanal. this made me upset. got back top westfield at liek 830 and went over kristians till 945 where i went and got drunk again at anderas house. went home and kristian came over at liek 1 in the mornign and we watched tv, ahhaah my mom came down and was like what are u doing and just went back to bed it was funny. sunday skatepark where i saw adam osbourn who i havent seen in l;ike years and wasted the day because of the rain i fucking hate rain we were so intent on riding we pulled a sheet out from the back of my car and a show srcaper to dry the park, after much work it was done. what else oh shit ELINORE IS BACKL I DROVBE HER LAST NIGHT, shes got two new mirrors and shit, she getting new tires today so shell be riping soon enough.-xo p.s. chaz when do i get my shirts punk.

(3slit throats | burn your enemy) this will be the song to wright the wrongs, that never gets played [18 May 2005|11:27pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | a falls farwell ] if this the wright thing why do i feel so empty and alone? if it was suposed to end like this why does it hurt so much. ive never felt so alone in my life, even with all my freinds around i still feel outside. i need someone to listen to me to pick me back up. when you turn your music louder to drowned out ur thoughts then you know what im talking about. i have never wanted to call her as much as i do right now but i cant. i screwed up and cant change to past so i need to look to the future i guess. i need to scream i need to get this out of me but its like i cant. i couldnt tell u who my friends are because in my eyes i only had one that ment the world to me. i know that i dont know and will probly will never know whats wrong wit me for letting this go ut i guess a freinds inpute is more important. i need my freinds and i dont think they are there i need my family and they dont care so whos left. i have nothing and mean nothing to anyone...-xo</3 Because it has too, because I'm not OK I've been dying of love but what I wanted was life "Dust has become fire's norm" and it eats me alive We burnt our wings in a world ablaze We burnt our wings to the sky and felt back in a world ablaze

(9slit throats | burn your enemy) that night i lied [11 May 2005|10:23pm] [ mood | fucking PISSSED OFF ] [ music | panic ] i was going to rant and rave how everyone should die and they should dont get me wrong, just fucking go away that ill i have to say everyone has screwed me over so many times that u now give up. u dont liek me fine dont call me, u dont like my opion dont ask it. so yea im sick of always taking the beating with shit, even after i cut allt he bullshit out of my life it still still FUCKING finds a way to bite me in the ass. this is wat happens when every one screws u over u become cold calluos and hateful. im all those and more now im not emo that shit is stupid im just fed up wit everyone. i lost to many freinds to many memories to this shit i need real people in my life not people who are just going to waste it. and another thing dont waste my time by calling me and like leaving 15 mins later thats fucked up. and one more dont PRETEND EVERYTHING IS OK. teh biggest let down its the prom i now need a date that isnt going to be fuked up and ditch me. so if anyone wants to go tell me because i was just going to calla escort service or a striper and do that. but yea im fun ull have a good time and such, just be posi. Amir lets pratice and shit i need to sing man-XO With the guilt wrapped around our necks That`s right I just stopped what I didn`t start I missed the chance that will never come Better to regret what I have done I`d give anything just to forget A smile so worthwhile But you can only rent it My hands are open

(3slit throats | burn your enemy) concrete HURTS ALOT [27 Apr 2005|12:11pm] [ mood | sore ] [ music | julian mumbling ] So sunday i got to good idea to like go and ride like every other day. so me and chaz go and like ride i go into the park and sit at the bowl like usaul but his is were it goes all wrong. on my frist run i fucking fell on hte first trick it hurt alot. i slamed my head and shit flat bottom. i got up and got out ot the bowl where i immediataly started to puke and like scream. i felt like shit so i layed down in my car i still felt like shit so i drove home and to the hospital. trust medrivingand puking on the parkway sucks. so i go and get checked out and shitso right now i got concused, seperated sholder, 3 bruised ribs, chipped elbow, brusied organ/ internal bleeding, and back is sore. i slamed my head so hard hat i got a bruise trough the helmet. so i was bored yesterday i was board so guess what i did,....I WENT RIDING hahahah i dont think that it was the smartest thing but it was funnnnnnn.

(5slit throats | burn your enemy) when the locusts come [22 Apr 2005|08:49am] [ mood | fart ] [ music | prem of war-the true face of panic ] i dont even know any more, after i qui the band tuesday, then seth quit yesterday idk i think that its funny. we both quit for hte same reson. like people have been like saying to me u finaly quit that took to long. well i finaly see that now. i dont need to take any one shit that is going to bring me down. i want to live my life and such. that is what i hve been dong nwo me and chaz have been going to sayerville skatepark everyday since sunday other then days with work its been rad too. were going tonight to meet up wit all the kids that used to ride and have a big jam contest. it should fuckig rock the cock. what esle ALYCIA is LEAVEING me for like a weeka nd gong to some far off land, i will miss her but i think i can survive, ahah. anyway if anyone wants to start a band we need a gtar and bassist need sopt be good and play shit like marytar ad or black dahlia murder and anything fast.

(1slit throat | burn your enemy) hummm [16 Apr 2005|12:41pm] [ mood | poop ] [ music | the locusts- plague soundscape ] You are What Rejected Crayon Are You?

(burn your enemy) GERRR RABBLE GEWERE: AND MORE NOISES [11 Apr 2005|08:44am] [ mood | groggy ] [ music | the dillenger escape plan-43% burnt ] hahha ok break was mad long and boring because no other school had off other then westfield. so i had to deal with taging along wt mike and his girlfreind w/e got drunk and got to watch music videos on the televison. so it was good by the way u shuld all cheak out thenew locust video its sick and so is pig destroyers, gravedancer shits silly. what else oh i think im kicked out of my band for lyeing or somthing yet i havent talked to anyone in my band since like week or so ago so idk how that works. what ever i dont care ill just quit i cant put up wit this every other day having to please these kids they are such cocks. and dontlet me live my life. w.e HI LYC im bored and what to know if u want to chill todya and tommrow because no more pratice YEAHHHHHHH im so happy.

(3slit throats | burn your enemy) pooping in school is funn [01 Apr 2005|08:37am] [ mood | working ] [ music | sound of typing ] im bored and yes i spelled it right dicks. recording tomrrow work today shit my life is gay, i want to go out ande play but its blah out (nothng rymed) so yes i am particapating in the I LOVE MEGAH DAY or whatever its called bitches so yes

(1slit throat | burn your enemy) hehe its true [21 Mar 2005|03:13pm] Which Trainspotting Character Are You?

(4slit throats | burn your enemy) you go nowhere in a nowhere town [20 Mar 2005|01:45pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | GIVE UP THE FUCKING GHOST- were down ] Well, last night was COMPLETELY AMAZING, omg i had so much fucking fun. can u say repeat of last summer which seruesly would be awsome. i cgot to see the whole old crew again like steve, seth, liz, jess, brittany, meghan, alycia, fat joe, megahn drowned,diane, randy, beth and like wow others. i even saw people i havent seen in years like steph ricca and karyan defolo. the night started off jess picked me up in the fuck bus, then we went to her house because she thought she lost 200 dollars. so we searched all over her house trying to find it then we looked int the car and it was under the seat(good job jess) then we just sat in her driveway for like 45 mins trying to figure something out to do so we drove to westfield and saw my freind randy and such then to the famous DUNKIN. everyone showed up at different times and it was dope. at the diner steve was getting ripped apart by joe and jess threw a peice of toast at him and steve went home what a bitch. yea the rest of the night just was me running aroudn from car to car. then going home around 12 going back out at like 1 and going home at 545 in the morning. it was dope. last night i saw alycia again it was good to talk to her again. we just talked about everything and how people should keep there fucking mouths shut. half the worlds problems are because people dont mind there own business. si a really big FUCK U goes out to colin. eat shit and die fucker. what else yea i love life right now. im lonely but i have my freinds to make me forget that. i love everyone of my freinds with all my heart u guys make my life worth living. all i want to do now is go to a show and mosh for hours and my lifes complete.-XO Our love is all that we ever had.... Our love is all that We'll ever have.. Boys and girls Guys and Dolls You were finding faith in bathroom stalls And broken bed springs fractured spines Fall for the RIGHT kids at all the WRONG times

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